It hit me today that theme for 2013 is risk. That is taking
the step to put myself out there to do something that I am not really
comfortable doing.

Take starting this blog for example. I never really realized
how private of a person I am until the thought of putting my personal musings
on the World Wide Web. What if someone doesn't like it? What if they think its
silly? What if they criticize me or attack me for my beliefs? It sure feels
safer to keep my thoughts to myself. Yet, I have come to recognize that not
everyone is going to like what I have to say. Not everyone is going to agree
with me. And that is ok. In fact, it probably even better that way. I think we
learn so much from hearing different perspectives. That is why I am taking the
risk to put mine out there.
I enjoy asking people what accomplishment they are most
proud of. What about you? What accomplishment are you most proud of?
For most people that I have asked, it is not usually
something that came easy for them or something that they are naturally good at.
Typically, it is something that they struggled with, something that they really
had to put time and energy into, something that they had to step outside of
their comfort zone to do. Something that was risky for them.
For me, one of the things I am most proud of is sticking
with the McBride Honors Program in college. McBride was aimed in equipping
engineers to be well-rounded, critical thinkers through reading, writing, and
lively discussion of social and ethical topics. I didn’t mind the reading and discussion aspect
but writing for me was torture. I am the slowest, most methodical writer and so
being in a program where I had to write at least 2-3 page paper every week
along with some bigger term papers, was not exactly thrilling for me. I would
rather work on fifty advanced engineering math problems than write a paper. Each
week when it came time to write that paper, I thought about quitting instead. I
really didn't need to be in those classes to graduate, so why am I doing this?
But I stuck with it, and I am so glad I did! It was through McBride that I had
some of my favorite college experiences, my favorite classes, and made
friendships that will last for a lifetime!
So I am hoping to take more risks this year. To be willing
to take the risk to talk to the person asking for money on the street and hear
their story, to take the risk to stop
and pray with a stranger, to take the risk to stop and give my time to someone
who really needs it even when the to-do list is calling my name, to take the
risk to apologize when I am the one in the wrong, to take the risk to do the right
thing, not the easy thing, to take the risk of loving those who can’t or won’t
love me back.
As my favorite quote from Jamba Juice says:
Don't be afraid to go out a limb - that is where the fruit is!

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